my first blog... oh my...

so this is my first blog. I have so many things going on in my life right now. Today was a very hard day for me. Matt (my boyfriend) had a court hearing today to see if him and his father was going to be charged for endangering his best friend. A little history.... on November 4,2007 there was a house fire in the house that Matt owned. our friend was in the fire and got badly burned (she is doing well). The stupid borough is filing criminal charges against Matt and his dad. So today he had the preliminary hearing that lasted about 2 hours long. Myself and all the friends of Matt went to support him and his dad. The hearing went ok. they are preceding to another hearing which we knew was going to happen but they dropped one of the charges which was good. it was so hard to be there in the room being helpless because i heard the police saying what they knew and i was getting upset because i knew more of the truth then they did. i held back some tears as well. I don't know how i am going to handle the actual court hearing to see if him and his dad will be convicted and possible sent to jail for nothing that they did wrong. No matter what happens I will always be there for Matt and his family. I mean i love him with all my heart and soul. I would do anything for him. All i can do is just be there for him and his family and pray that it goes well for him. For now it is just a waiting game. Matt said that they will probably have the hearing sometime during this coming semester. Blah. why does life have to suck sometimes.